Simone

Next Day for Simone

I have felt great since leaving – Uplifted, joyous and calm – very calm – I have had this joyous feeling of being back inside myself if that explains anything-

I also have this bubbling up feeling of excitement and this vision of my little rescued me literally sitting on my heart swinging her legs with happiness that she has been rescued and she is safe warm and secure. Its actually a very real physical feeling if that makes sense –

Feeling flashes of the old me before a lot of garbage piled on top of me. Haha…

I understand that its a process and that whatever happens next in the next month or so I will observe but not dwell or give food to or try and work out – Just acknowledge it and move forward with acceptance.(if its a negative thing) If it’s positive I will bloody fertilise it with everything I’ve got ++